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. Monday, September 1 ♥

hi.
well, just came back frm sch.
i hate my eyes.
its like so panda-ish.
its swollen.
stupid eye bags.
-.-
dets wad i gt for crying like..
3 hours plus ytd nite.
u may tink its stupid.
yes it is.
but u dun kno wad problems i hev, do u ?
well, nvm.
so yeah, ytd, i tot no need to go sis house.
but still neeed. urgh.
no choice i had to follow.
i was sooooo stupid,
i didnt kno all dis was planned.
so i gt confronted by mum, sis & husband, and bro & wife.
blahblahs.
dun wish to elaborate.
den like tears start to fill in my eyes.
i ask it to evaporate, but it wont listen.
more tears just flow down.
it all started like 8 plus.
den tok tok tok.
so, summary :
study hard.
less computer usage.
1 hour per day.
less fone usage.
going home straight after sch.
no _________.
if gt project, or wadevr, must hev letter,
or mum's gonna call tcher to really check.
all det rules sucks !
urgh.
nvm, i kno,
dey're doing dis all for me.
wads best for me.
den start to tok abt bgr, blahblahs.
den, somehow,
my fone keep vibrating.
but so sorry ppl.
i cant see or read or reply ur sms-es.
really sorry diyanah.
u kno how much i wanna kno stuffs,
how much i wanna ask u last nite,
but really,
i cant help it.
i was heving a bad headache.
crying non-stop.
i oni read all de sms-es after end of discussion,
at like 11.
so i guess its too late to reply.
so yeah, really sorry.
its not det i dun wanna tok.
for once, understand me, diy ?
so i had no mood, all de way.
but i knew, i had to tell someone de truth.
someone who wud listen to me.
someone who can be trusted.
someone who wud advice me.
den kak asmah, abg's wife,
came and sat beside me.
she really made me wanna tok uh.
she ask, if i hev problems.
den i told her its complicated, and all.
but somehow, managed to tell ehr evrything.
and i really mean evrything.
since like, nabelina kno me, till now.
de process all det, she kno.
she understands me.
thanks so much sis.
den planned stuffs wif her.
yeah, she's really nice.
she didnt balme me for ............................... .
coz she used to last time.
she was once a teenager too, rite.
den we tok abt all dis.
i told her nt to expect much frm my common test results,
since she kno de real situation.
how i cant study, all de time,
thinking abt it.
nvm.
den, i managed to laugh, somehow, at one point of time.
danish came to me.
den dets how our conv goes.
danish : dun cry ! i tell u dun cry alr. later ur eyes come out. now its so red alr.
me : *ignored him*
danish : later come out, how.
kak asmah : hahaha! come out u put back for her can ?
den de 3 of us laugh.
really funny.
but at de same time was crying uh.
den at like 11, wen we left sis hse,
in de car, coz sis husband send me and mum,
abg didnt wanna drive car..
den in de car, evrything hurts.
my mind, my brain. - coz tink too much alr.
my eyes. -coz cry too much. and super red. coz keep wiping it wif tissue.
my nose.- gt blockage. cant breath properly. red. coz keep wiping it wif tissue.
my chest. - cry to much. cant breath properly.
my heart. - nothing goes right.
so yeah, really cant stop de tears, all de way till 12 ?
den fell asleep.
woke up at like 5, for sahur.
my eyes, rabak uh.
hate it.
den sleep back.
woke up again at 7 plus.
bathed and all.
den left hosue, went for sch.
dnt, did nth.
didnt start on my artefact yet.
tcher hev to help me cut de super thick wood.
no time just now.
and slack alot just now.
didnt do anything.
den oh, me and mai, played wif de machine to cut wood.
later we draw draw stuffs on de wood,
den cut cut. play play uh.
den we always forget to secure de thing.
den later de wood, will go like kababoom.
den hev to off de machine.
shout shout.
kinda fun.
den finish at 12.
waited for de other class to end.
den wif my grp members..
we all go classroom,
do de music lit stuffs.
de dancing.
i totally forgot evrything actually.
so yeah, practised it, wif evryone,
till like 1.30.
den me and sya gtg.
so we left, den walk to esso.
den nth much.
im waiting for kak asmah to come sooon.
will continue stories.
and hope im strong enough,
det i wont break down later.
and will be going out to buy bbt wif her later,
before buka.
yeah, she rocks. really.
so shall blog again later alriteee.
bye.

i love you.

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