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. Sunday, November 9 ♥

okay, this post have to be here.

didnt want to post anything emo-ish actually, coz im okay already, like 7 plus.
but now, dont think so aite. you wanna know something, i love crying.

oh wells, morning's fun cant be described. but good things and happiness dont last forever you know, in case you forgot. so yeahs. and maybe i was too happy in the morning. sheeeeeeesh it. but morning was really great okay. amalina bte adnan made my morning. thanks, love! <3

and since in tampines mall, right after madrasah wif mum, my mood sucks muchh. its coz of something. so yeah. then had a big fight with someone, and then i went to sleep coz i cant stand it i swear. cried too much. so slept like frm 4 plus to 6 plus. woke up, puffy eyes. best. den start using de comp. then cousins came. and they said im F-A-T. ohh, best. so shall go slim down. shall join abg fendy for jogging. and go wif amalina for jogs. hmms. and then, phone-ed. i was okay then. mood increaed, really alot. thanks yeah. but then, kababooom. like got bom meletup kat i dun kno wad country. and i started again, till now.

isnt it just great to see me this way? you never have understood me, have you? do you even bother about me, anymore. maybe just a little. after ive shown you how depressed i am by doing what i like; crying, and then you realise your mistake. you did not apologise. coz you still think it wasnt your fault. maybe it really wasnt. coz, its just mine. like since when havent it not be mine anyway? thanks for making my aftersoon super suckish yeah?

and my night, any suckier? oh well. i really had enough tears, soon, i'll dehydrate i think. like seriously?! haiz, and now im on de comp, no tissue around. my eyes rabak giler, so dun wish to go anywhere. and so i hev to wipe my tears and blow my nose on my shirt. ohh, best. SILENT CRIES. abang wandy is also in dis room wif me, so i hev to control, somehow. my shirt is super wet i swear. sheeesh.

to forgive is easier then to be forgiven. so here, i forgive evryone. you dont need to be sorry. you really dont okay. just look on the brighter side of evrything. its now, not future. its the present, not the past. its the love, not anything else. forgive, and forget. dont say anything you dont want them to happen. trust the things you want them to happen. appreciate and love the people around you, now, till forever. i live with those. you should too okay. and the most, its my word, too bad. i own it, so you dont use it okay. ilytm. so forget evrything undesired that has evr happened. believe that it has never happened okay. you should. you must. i dont care, you have too. xD

and anws, guess im okay now. so gotta go soon ? and i should really start studying lah sia. sheeesh. okay, someday. hmms, next week is a busy week ahead.

monday ; buy school books, going out woth mum i guess ?
tuesday ; following sis for check up, den shopping at parkway.
wednesday ; hev to go back to school for cca.
thurday & friday ; currently free.
saturday ; madrasah and tahfiz's report book ! ahh !
sunday ; weddings and going out ?
afterdet, monday, tuesday, & wednesday ; MADRASAH PSLE.

and one of the days to study with amalina.
and another day to spend time with dearest.
and another day for friends ?

ahhs, i need more days in a weeek.
sheeeeesh !
and i gotta lessen my going outs,
and spend more time at home studying.
honestly im getting nervous, coz im oni left with not alot of days to study. so i guess i really shoud start studying, and stop emoing. oh yeah, i should. tomorrow evening will be study time for me. so yups. and ahh, stupid shit, i gotta control my sms. tak boleh exceed, or dets it. eh. rhyming. k dah uh, takmo lame. the story about yesterday, and 169845 pictures will be posted tomorrow insyaallah. (:

till here, earthlings.
sorry for the superb long post.
take care.
byee.
:D

i love you.
<3.

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