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. Saturday, December 6 ♥

haiz .
those tears just kept falling .
i hear the voice , tears roll down .
but nobody knows .
i dont want people to find out .

yesterday , like 5 plus , after blogging , i played de comp all de way .
best oi . but 8 pm stop , coz mata dah sakit siots . so cleaned de house .
i swear i did . i do the dishes , wipe table , clean kitchen , clean living room table which was so messy , den cleaned brother's room , and finally my room . my room stakat de mirror table , which was de messiest . i also throw away worksheets , this year one uh . den i found stuffs . memories . i upload de pictures nanti okayyy ? den i was really sweating seh . cam can lose weight uh . know why im super duper rajin ? coz nobody at home . and as i told you , sms dah nak exceed , so didnt sms . den yea uh . i was hungry seh . didnt eat since 2 plus . no food . i mean got , but malas nak kluarkan dari fridge , and panaskan , and malas nk bikin maggi .
so like 9 plus , someone called. :D bebual skejap . den i continue playing comp , till mum come home at like 11 plus . best oi . den mum help me heat up stuffs . den eat . :D mum was happy to see de house clean . den yeah . while waiting for reply , tertido .

something woke me up at almost 4am . gah , tears . i straight away go to abangs room . cry alone . den suddenly mum caught me in his room . fcuk . i dun wan her to know anything . and my eyes confirm rabak , so i cover my whole body wif blanket . (some parts skipped) text text . more tears . den like finally 5 or smtg like det den im sleep .

you dont know how worried i am .
you said i did not care . hello , i care alot about you .
maybe you just dont know .
dont worry , i will be here with you throughout all your ups and downs .
cheer up , be strong .
ily.

oh wells , today , woke up at 8 plus . so early seh . haiz . but it was okay i guess . mata bengkak , best ! naseb takde org notice . at home , dere's abang wandy and mum only . i go kitchen . mum prepared stuffs , but i dont like those . so i make pancake for myself . and abang , perangai siket nyer irritaing . he disturbed me . abang , im gonne prove you wrong okay . den de 3 of us , in de kitchen , we crap crap , den laugh laugh , abang thinks he's cute doing wad he is . -.- but my laughes we fake . deep inside , i still think abt you , and almost wanna break down .

nth much .

currently chatting wif atiyya .
i miss her . i wanna go out wif her .
and we crapped abt stuffs . pri sch stuffs . kelakar much . zirafah . haaahs !
keep lol-ing . and it cheered me up somehow . thank you dearest . ily .

till here , im nt in de mood to blog , but to cry .
goodbye .

,/ tears like waterfall .

i love you .

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