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. Saturday, February 28 ♥

life's been suckkish.
yesterday, i just dont wanna talk about it okay.
save it for 'the worst day of my life'.
thanks.

today was whooooa.
i studied from 11.30 to 5.30. tuition katerkann.
dengan tutor maner? abg fendy lahh.
reached his house at like 11.30. studied till 1 plus. played x-box, wif kak asmah, danish and abg. relax my brain a little. too much of something called fun.
for 45 mins i tink, den studied again. had mc delivery. eat. den study again.
left dere like almost 6. and since reach home, ive been here.
but i hev tuition homework. so im supposed to do it today. tmorrow continue on algebra.
i did alot of mental calculation, terpakse. abg confiscated my calculator.
so my brain is in de working mode. i miss studying like that. its been a long time.
haiz. i really tried to concentrate, wen abang is teaching me.
den somehow, sometimes, my mind will just drift off.
i feel so much like breaking down.

i havent been smiling/laughing much since yesterday night.
im just like :/ .
im afraid. about everything.
im confused. about everything.
im stressed about everything.
im weak. i cant go through all this.
its too tough for me, but this is life.
i know i have to go through all this, but i wish i never existed.
there and then, tears will just flow down my cheeks.
i couldnt take this. its hard.
i dont want to live anymore, coz life dont have its meaning.
im just nothing.

i couldnt help thinking about tomorrow. how hard tmr's gonna be.
i had enough. i dont want to do dis anymore.
sick and tired i am.
leave the world is what i want.
enough tears i let to flow.

till here. my miserable self couldnt take it anymore.

With Love ♥ 6:38 PM

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