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. Monday, February 16 ♥

seriously, i feel like dying.
im sick in health, sick of life, sick of everything, i wish i could end life now.
life sucks pretty much.
there's no point in life, right ?
why am i even born in dis world.
life's so fucked up.
sometimes, i wish i was never born, then would everyone's life be peaceful.

i thought you were you. but i was wrong. i dont know whats there left to say. you left me wondering about everything. you changed. into someone so far away from me. i dont know things will be this way. maybe, some part of a miracle did happen. you and you were okay, never once had anything wrong. you just suck. i wish i could eat you. i h-ate you. i didnt understand why you and you and you and you dont find you wrong, dont find you _____ , but im sorry i am the you who found you _____ . maybe i am in the wrong, about everything. i was always wrong, so fuck it.

everywhere i go, wherever i am, there will always be you and your name. i didnt understand why its you. maybe you mean alot to me, but i dont know. i wish i never existed in your life. i wish i could leave you alone. i feel that i am useless. useless in everything. i just dont know. i dont want to see you, i dont wanna live anymore.

darn it with the you and i, then the aku and kau. irrate. i dont know. whats up wif you. you dont need to treat me so special. coz you know, _________. i dont know if you know. i hope you know. but somehow, youre the one who is always caring about me.

you and you. you never changed. youre always like that. oh what? im the one who shud change. damn, i know. but nah, i dont wanna bother you and you. up to you who you wanna choose. i just want you to realise something. something i dont hev the guts to tell you. only you know. you know how i felt about you. you are in the same position as i am. secong, third forth, let only god know, coz i dont wish to know.

i lead my own, you lead yours. i dont think we need you and you. i dont know. somehow, i just wanna be alone. i wanna run from all this. i wanna suffer and go thru all this alone. i dont wanna involve you. i know you had enough.

ive said so much. i just wish someone understood all this. but nevermind. dont ask me about this. and dont ask me if im okay. coz i obviously arent. and i dont wanna tell you why..

maths test tomorrow, im gonna study.
but i seriously arent looking forward to tomorrow, and the days thats gonna come.
bye.

ps./ fxckih-ateyou.

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